I don’t know if this will really help but here I go: That sharp pain in my chest after I found out that he was cheating on me. That’s a feeling that you will never be able to forget. He humiliated me, I felt played, all of that time with him, wasted. And then he reached to the extreme and put his hands on me. In that moment I felt weak, purposeless, but then I turned around and realized my worth. I realized that I am a strong independent woman who can overcome anything. I built up the courage to break up with him and press charges, I felt so strong, I felt brand new, I felt like a survivor.
he had reached my anger's peak.I accept i did a mistake but that was no reason to cheat on me.Why couldn't he just believe I was drunk at the moment I would never cheat on him in my right senses.I still did not believe he had the audacity to hit me after I tried my best to apologize in any humanly possible way.I don't regret for a moment what i'm going to do.Let him rot in hell for all I care he will leave a scar that will never be healed but its worth it if it means I will find out how naive I had been to fall in love with him in the first place.
